Have a doctor’s appt today to figure out wth is going on with me. I have been having sharp pains in my lower abdomen and it’s really starting to worry me. Even when i was making the appt, the woman making the appt for me sounded alarmed at my conditions. Hopefully I’m alright. Hopefully it’s not a tubal pregnancy. Hopefully I wont have to get surgery. Hopefully I won’t have to decide whether or not I want an abortion. Hopefully I’ll stay alive..